That very instant happened to me today. My son "has grown before my very own eyes". Literally! It's very bittersweet. On one hand I'm thankful that he is healthy and thriving. He has the ability to do anything he pleases and I have to stop and thank God for that. It is in his name and his glory that Maximilian was created... And then on the other hand a part of me wishes I could freeze moments in time where he stays little for a little longer. He is so smart. He is so beautiful. Yes, beautiful. He's everything I dreamed he would be when it was just him & I (pregnancy) but BETTER than anything I could've imagined. He is my life and when I look into his eyes I see a life so pure, so graceful, so innocent that like I said above, I just want to stay in that moment as long as I can. Is it selfish? Yes. But aren't we all when it comes to the ones we love?
My sweet little angel, I'll never be able to justly put in words what you are for me. If you happen to read this one day, I hope you feel like you were the greatest spark in my life, my greatest driving force...because you truly are.
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